Was randomly viewing blog of ppl tad i know=)) and i came across Serene's Blog!! Feel extremely touch.. i didnt expect she will rmb the days tad we spent in NVSS.. because i seriously doubt my friends from NVSS still rmb me o.O (no joke!) haha.. thinking back.. i feel tad i am really a very weird girl.. and because of my strange personalities , i end up with not much friends.. or rather.. I AM NOT A VERY GOOD FRIEND!
I Enjoy spending Time with my BFFs but I Dun Love to take the initiative to contact them.. I Enjoy being care and concern by my BFFs but sometimes i find them Kinda irritating and annoying, treating (protecting) me like a 3-yr-old kid.. I Miss my BFFs but I Hardly meet up with them.. I Complain about the distance tad starts to appear in our friendship yet I am doing nothing for it.. I Love sharing things with my BFFs but i Dun like them to interfere into my stuff too much or being to naggy..
Since i was a kid.. I was very plumb back then.. and causes me to have very low self esteem.. I dun have friend.. and i ended up bad in expressing my thoughts and feelings.. as i grow older, Now! I learn how to make Friend but i am very bad at maintaining friendship! this apply to my attitude toward r/s too (and as a result i am bad in handling r/s too)..
I often aware tad distance starts to grow but i do nothing.. Because i dunno wad i can do.. I adapt to a place very quickly and cliques well with "new" friends after awhile.. but.. i am really sux at maintaining it! so as time pass.. quality of the friendship will starts to change..
haha.. Back to Serene's Blog entry^^ was really shock and touch after reading your post.. Many memories started to flow in my brain=P Those Funny/Sad/Retard and etc.. as funny as , how i rush out of the toilet and manage to find you when you were feeling down.. as sad as , how we argue over those tiny little stupid stuff as retard as , things we did during GG and after school
I have never forgotten You/Gerene/Lidya and etc~. Deep in my heart, you guys still stand in a very impt place.. I dun like to take the initiative to contact my BFFs for nothing But I am always Looking forward for you guys to ask me out^^
Lastly , i know my character is weird.. I may need a friend alot but i dun regard tad person as 1 of my most impt BFFs.. Yeah.. But Seriously.. I Regard "You , Gerene , Lidya , Regina and Huiping" (Joeann , ML and WS hehe, bracket up because different cliques=P) as my most impt friends.. Friends tad leave footprints in my life=) tad had made an impact in my life=))
I Love You Guys=)) NVSS Guides never say die XDD and There is no way i can forget you idiots.. Because you ppl had made an impact in my life in different ways^^
PS : but with this kind of strange personalities , am i still consider a Good Friend ? I doubt so o.O!