2009-04-29
to : my Brave friend
My heart hurts whenever i see you trying hard to put up a smile for us to reassure us that you are fine. but we know that you are NOT!!
I may not understand how you feel right now.
However, i am still able to feel that you are really upset and feels exhausted for this relationship.
I am not be the best person to justify who is right and who is wrong..
I still respect your decision.
I feel the sorrow when i see you in this state.
Although i know you are firm with your decision but why do i still see tears in your eyes whenever you tell me or recall everything and days with him!?
I know you cant stop yourself from behaving like this.
Sometimes i rather you can cry in front of us than shedding tears behind our back.
I can understand how this relationship affect and change you.
Is not totally your fault. Dont blame yourself for not showing enough love.
the fact is he did not notice what you had done and sacrifice..
I believe what you had contribute is enough so stop helping him to find excuses for every stuff.
He is no longer your boyfriend so there is no need for you to help him..
You are a brave girl.
If i were you , i'll not have the courage to request for a stop and to face the sorrow all alone.
That is why i am proud of you =).
Lastly, I know you hoped for a better outcome but..
the next one will always be a better one^^
JiaYou!! I know you can get over this^^
i'll be there for you no matter what happen =)
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