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2009-04-29

to : my Brave friend

My heart hurts whenever i see you trying hard to put up a smile for us to reassure us that you are fine. but we know that you are NOT!!
I may not understand how you feel right now.
However, i am still able to feel that you are really upset and feels exhausted for this relationship.
I am not be the best person to justify who is right and who is wrong..
I still respect your decision.

I feel the sorrow when i see you in this state.
Although i know you are firm with your decision but why do i still see tears in your eyes whenever you tell me or recall everything and days with him!?
I know you cant stop yourself from behaving like this.
Sometimes i rather you can cry in front of us than shedding tears behind our back.
I can understand how this relationship affect and change you.
Is not totally your fault. Dont blame yourself for not showing enough love.
the fact is he did not notice what you had done and sacrifice..
I believe what you had contribute is enough so stop helping him to find excuses for every stuff.
He is no longer your boyfriend so there is no need for you to help him..
You are a brave girl.
If i were you , i'll not have the courage to request for a stop and to face the sorrow all alone.
That is why i am proud of you =).

Lastly, I know you hoped for a better outcome but..
the next one will always be a better one^^
JiaYou!! I know you can get over this^^
i'll be there for you no matter what happen =)

1:14 AM

2009-04-20

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"click to view"

hahaXDD yup yup=)
have been taking plenty of photos this few days~~
cool~. cause i had always been so "zilian" tad i can never stop taking photo=P

but its been so long.. since i last take so many photo of myself=)

few weeks ago when i wanted to take photo..
i found out tad i forgot how to find my suitable angle/light and etc!!
but recently i manage to discover it XDD
haha.. yup=) and i cont take like crazy=P
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didnt manage to visit NVSS on Speech day=(
Captain May say..
we were not invited and even if our CCA in charge bring us in~.
we were not in appropriate attire-_-"
so ended up went to eat breakfast at LJS and slack around NP =P
after tad headed to Ger house with Lidya^^ for Nap-_-"
I really miss those time hanging out with my Secondary School friends!!
People tad i count as real friend tad will always be there by my side to give me support
in whatever i do=)
who dont get close to you for their own personal reason!!
People who you can 100% trust and believe in^^
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PS. For God Sake.. How Old Are The Both Of You Already!!?
Romeo and Juliet Love Story Doesnt Exist In Reality.. Especially Spore!!
So Please Dont Ever Try To Run Away From Home Ever Again!!
Stop Creating Any Trouble For Your Dearest Friends..
We will Harm You If We Cont To Help You!!
My Family.. My Life.. Is Already Messy Enough CURRENTLY~.
I Dont Wish To Get Involve In Whatever Shit The Both Of You Are Doing NOW!!
Dont Flood My Life With Even More Complicated Stuff Of Yours!!!
Grow Up!! And Be More Mature Please
I Beg You.. My Friend~.

11:17 PM

2009-04-15

I Want To Visit SUNGEI BULOH =D
I Want !!
I Want !!
I Really Want !!

Sungei Buloh , Pula Ubin , Bukit Timah Hill and etc..
as long as it is Nature Reserve will do=)

looking froward for Regina's Planning XDD

9:59 PM

2009-04-14

Anger

WTF!!
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Shut Up..
Stop It..
Damn it..

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Ps. trying hard to control my emotion!!
looks like every single issue around me are trying to irritate me..
IDIOT ~.

10:40 PM

2009-04-10

Brilliant Class=)

haha.. i love the pose in this photo=))
but i seriously dun like my super nerd face =P
so i cover my eye with tad smiley XDD

ya.. was feeling abit discourage over my math result!!
although it is always so Bad
haiz.. wad to do!?
i think i gonna do math question like mad~~
like i never done it beforeXDD
and i gonna speak speak speak PROPER ENGLISH!!
in order to use all the vocab and grammer in the way they should be XDD
however.. i still feel glad!
cause my combine science got an A2 =)
Cool~!
40A is so cool ^^
all of us got distintionA1 for physicXDD
Brilliant Class=) *bhb*

2:10 PM

2009-04-05

gathering=)

Well.. i will upload a pic when i reach home=))
Currently.. at Ricky's Place.
yesterday.. went to Ivan Birthday celebration and ..
haha, had a mini and short gathering with few of my Precious ex4A2 classmate^^..
ya.. and JW actually know how to dance !!!!!!
gonna make Regina upload tad video XDD
althought we promised not to =X
was feeling so High yesterday..
is been very long since i last see them=P
I Love Gathering with Them=))
and..
i want More!!
Oo.. Ya, Not forgeting to wish Ivan a HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY=))
and.. the next one will be JW follow by SK den Huiping den Joeann den Strawberry den Sexy den ME XD

PS.. HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO IVAN &RYAN=))

9:25 PM